Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Packing My Things!

That's right, I'm getting ready to MOVE BACK HOME! I am so super excited I cannot even contain myself. It's been a while since my last update, but I've been more homesick than ever and there's not much in this little town to distract me. My job has been fine, but I've come to the decision that I would rather ride horses than work with them, at least not medically. However, I've learned so much from this experience and I don't regret it whatsoever. I'm just more than ready to get back in the mitten!

I'm not going back for nothing though, there is a real reason for me peacing out. I have an interview at a small animal clinic next week, so I just spent my last full weekend here in PA. It actually works out pretty well so that I can bring half of my stuff this weekend and the other half next weekend when I head home for good! There is no way that all of my crap will fit in my Taurus.

Although it's been a while since many of you have heard from me, not too much has been happening. I won't get into details but I've been going through a kind of identity crisis, which I found is actually pretty common for twenty-somethings like myself. It was difficult for me to realize that I don't love this job, and that has nothing to do with the hospital and everything to do with me...which sounds like a bad breakup excuse. But it's the honest truth, and I can't do my job well if I don't enjoy it. I've always dreamed of working in the horse industry, so it was tough to discover that there is a part of it that just doesn't click with me.

So I've been thinking, wondering and contemplating a lot, probably too much, about what I could do with my life. It has ranged from photographer (which always in the back of my mind) to physical therapist to stable owner and even to full-time waitress if I get desperate. But I've decided to stick with the veterinary field and use the degree I have before I switch my life around for something else, and I'm happy with that!

Enough about my problems and on to some fun stuff. I have two roommates right now who are both interns at Brown, and who both are really cool. Lauren is in vet school and Leigh is in tech school. Lauren's been working like, 24/7 which is no fun, but she loves it...more power to her! Leigh and I went on an adventure to Laurel Highlands State Park, which I haven't been to since I nearly killed myself biking last fall.


Leigh on a cool bridge. We threw down some of those snapping noisemaker
things which was SO FUN. I also rolled a few unsnapped ones out
so that an unknowing hiker would step on them, hahaha SURPRISE.

On the way to the dam!
Still going... 
We crossed the river a couple times.
We made it!
Unbelievably cool!


And we laid out at the beach...
This happened.

It was my birthday (23rd) when I was home and I had so. Much. FUN! (and so much alcohol...)

Went to Main St. Pub because the insane number of mosquitoes killed my fun idea of a bonfire.
WTF Michigan?! I'm not excited for that part.

I also went downtown with my girls. I will never learn to not wear heels...they hurt.
AND this weird drunk guy would not keep his nasty leg off of the chairs.


I also went to Kyler and Sara's wedding, two good friends I went to high school with, and it was a blast! Congratulations to you both :)


Our little group: Eric was my date, Steve & Jade.

One of the sober dances! Then I stopped taking pictures.

This will be one of my last, if not my very last post for a long while. It's been fun writing but it's also kind of a chore, so if I'm ever in the mood I might keep this up. Thanks to everyone who cares enough to read these! I see the number of people who visit the page, but never know who the people are...another life mystery I guess. I'm very glad to have moved away and experienced life a little, I learned a lot at work and about myself. I am even more happy, though, to be coming back...let's hang out :)

I'll see you all very soon!!!

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Why Horses?

A few people have asked me this question since moving here and I have to say that it kinda threw me off guard. I mean, I've spent my entire life riding and showing and reading horse books and drawing horses and running around like a horse (on my hands and feet...it's how I got around the house until I was about 12), so it's a no brainer to me. The first response I could think of was "that's a weird question, why not?" But rather than be kinda rude and say that, I reminded myself that the majority didn't have the same privilege I did to grow up with something they love. I did respond once with "You'll have to go back in time and ask my 4-year-old self." I've always, for my nearly 23 years of existence, loved horses but I honestly never really thought much about the reasons why. My 4-year-old self would probably just be like "Horses are pretty and fun to ride and I just like them. Can I have a popsicle?" Not too elaborate.

I started writing an explanation now that I have a better vocabulary, but it was definitely sub-par. Maybe I'll try again later, but for now I'll cut to the chase. Basically horses helped make me who I am and have taught me many life lessons, like patience and hard work. I think if you have to ask then you'll never understand. It's just one of those things that I can't really explain, I just love everything about them! You see, I was bit by the horse bug at a very young age and I'm still affected by the disease. At this point I think it's safe to assume it's chronic. A really awesome article called "A Father's Explanation of Why He Had Horses for His Children" was sent to me a while ago if anyone's interested in reading that. It is very good, I promise! Much better than anything I had come up with. I think everyone needs something to be passionate about. Something to get you excited about life, something you can't learn enough about, something to be totally in love with. And for me, it happens to be horses.

Side note: because horses have a sort of big, fancy reputation, I think people may have wrongfully assumed that my family or I have money. This is the funniest-but-not-that-funny-because-it's-not-true statement I know. Horses are expensive. They may as well eat money. But I'm incredibly thankful that my parents put up with my obsession because my horse-filled childhood is worth more to me than any amount of money we may have had otherwise.

Although horses are big, strong, powerful, graceful, etc., they have their moments. All horses will get hurt at one point or another, and some have a special knack for it. That's where my job comes in! I've seen a lot of cases so far and I just have to share some of them. Most of the pictures aren't too bad, but I'm not sure how strong everyone's stomach is, so you've been warned. Most of them look worse than they really are anyway. I also won't give out names or anything because of client confidentiality. For the pictures that show the entire horse, I was given the owner's permission.

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The results of a stud fight. Boys will be boys!
 
His leg was scraped up pretty good and his jaw was also broken. I could wiggle the entire bottom right of his jaw, it was gross but cool! Not a great picture because he wasn't very cooperative, but I can't say that I blame him. Surprisingly, he could still eat just fine.

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This was a lacerated fetlock, luckily not into the joint. I think he was cut on a fence if I remember correctly.  The horse is under IV anesthesia, laying on its back.

Dr. Tull cutting off excess tissue.
A little gross, but pretty cool!
Cleaned up and placing a drain.
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Performing a joint flush on an infected hock - this is one that looks worse than it really is. A joint flush can be done while the horse is standing, but only depending on the severity or ease of the procedure. It's common for us to do and not very painful, but if the horse needs to be still then we lay them down so it's safer. We have one tube connected to fluids that are being pumped into the joint area and multiple needles around the joint so the fluids have somewhere to go and don't build up in the joint - the whole point of flushing it! Antibiotics are sometimes flushed through as well. This case had the most needles I've seen for this procedure so far (5, I think). It makes a big pool of a mess!

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This is a bone sequestrum removal on a fractured coffin joint - which means the doctor removes a piece of dead and/or infected bone, and this sequestrum happened to be in the hoof. This horse is also anesthetized and laying down.

Hard to tell but they dug a pretty deep hole to get all of the bone out.
X-ray of the hoof during the operation, you can see how big the hole is!
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Tie-forward surgery on a Standardbred; this treats dorsal displacement of the soft palate. I'm sure that means nothing for most of you reading this and hopefully made me sound smart. Basically it's similar to a person who snores, which obviously affects breathing, and that's especially important in racehorses. So the soft palate is "tied forward" so the airway is open and the horse can breathe efficiently at high speeds.

(Yes, that's a horse under there!)
At one point during surgery the head has to be held in a certain position
so Dr. Tull can suture it correctly.
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Okay, this one is bad. The horse kicked its leg through a trailer wall (not a very high-quality trailer...) and lacerated an artery. This picture is about a week after it happened and it was in a cast for the majority of its hospital stay.


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This horse had a tracheostomy performed, which is done for patients in respiratory distress. It's typically an emergency situation, however this one wasn't a true emergency. This horse was having trouble breathing after surgery in it's sinus cavity. This is also what happens when you get throat cancer from smoking, kids. Anyway, an incision is made into the trachea and the temporary trach is placed (the silver thing) so that air can bypass all of the structures in the head and into the lungs. It doesn't have as many complications as you'd think, as long as the horse doesn't go swimming it's actually very safe.


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And it's foal season! Foals are super cute but super high maintenance. They're so little and fragile and can turn in a matter of minutes. I haven't dealt with a really sick one yet, but I'm sure I will soon enough.

Becky and I scrubbing the neck for a catheter.
Placing the catheter. I can put one in by myself on an adult, but
foals need a special catheter and it's somewhat involved.
The beginning of its cast. This was put on to fix a limb deformity.
It's easier to shape the legs when they're growing so they have
normal legs as an adult!
All fixed and still sleepy! A sedated foal is a good foal.
This foal was rejected by it's mother so it had to be fed milk replacer.


 She was definitely feeling good, these pictures crack me up! She starts off looking like an angry devil child going after Becky, then just kidding, I actually like you.

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Ending on a cute note, we had a mini invasion one day. The trailer was "refurbished" by the owner, they all fit in there so frickin cute! Minis are known for being little shits but these ones weren't bad. Except mine almost flipped itself over for it's rabies vaccine, clearly not a fan of shots!




Thursday, March 7, 2013

Still Not Really Homesick.

Is what I would have honestly titled this post had I written it a month ago like I planned to (I've been busy having fun, which I'll get to!). I've been missing home a little more and more each day. January, February, and probably March are the months since I moved here that I haven't had any physical contact with family and friends and I'm missing everyone! Skype is great, but it ain't cuttin' it. Having two jobs has kept me busy, but at the same time they've kept me from being able to come home. I just need some time with my girlfrands, little sister, puppy dog, mom and dad, and anyone else I'm sorry if I forgot. I've been here seven months and just started feeling homesick, so I guess that's a good thing? 

The second job sucked, I'm so glad the season is over with now. As a ticket scanner all I did was stand before the lift and make sure everyone's pass is legit. There were plenty of annoying people that I dealt with, but most of them were nice. Some complimented my coat and the different hats I wore. One guy said my coat goes well with my skin tone...yeah, a guy. Strange, but I'll take it. I was also told that I was the best ticket scanner as the one with a personality because I actually smiled and talked to people, and the best looking one. This job was great for my ego! But when it was cold I was kinda miserable. And when it was nice out I rather would've been snowboarding. Oh yeah, I GOT A SNOWBOARD!!! 




It's frickin sweet and I wish I had more free time to use it. I've been getting better, I only know this because I haven't been falling as much, which my tailbone is thankful for. I've also made a few friends who work at the resort. I went boarding with them once (they've all been doing it for years upon years) and naturally I was the straggler. I followed them down the steepest hill, no joke. I think it's at least 45° at one point which may not seem like a lot but holy shit it totally is. I snowplowed my way down that one. That's some snowboarder lingo for sliding down a hill facing forward instead of sideways like you're supposed to. Never again.


But after that nearly peeing my pants experience we all went to their house on the mountain and drank so that I forgot all about it. It's not really my thing, but staying up late and throwing back alcohol are what people do, and it really is fun once in a while. We played card games, Telestrations (if you can play this you definitely should, it's hilarious!) and limboed with the only thing we could find...a snowboard. 




My butt and legs hurt too much from falling earlier that I didn't win, which really sucks because with my gymnastics background limbo I usually win. And by usually I mean always. Next time, guys, next time.


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Oh, and one more small thing that's actually pretty big; I drove to Kentucky this week! I went because of an equine career fair at the University of KY. Yes, a career fair specifically for horse people, aka ME! I couldn't not go because A) I really really want to move and work there someday. Like, soon. B) my work schedule changed so I'm back on weekends and had time to go (I think that was a sign), and C) they had free pizza. It. Was. Awesome! It opened my eyes to all of the different facets of the horse industry, ones that even I had no idea about. There was a booth for an internship that I have my heart set on doing next year, called the Kentucky Equine Management Internship. It's incredibly rigorous and competitive, but will give you a leg up on finding a job doing almost anything you want in the horse industry there. I guess this semester over 200 people applied and only 30 get in. Holy crapoly. But talking with them made it seem like I have a chance since my vet tech experience is not something everyone has. I also spoke with someone at the Rood & Riddle booth which is basically the best equine hospital in the country. It's huge, fancy, internationally renowned and they have the capability to do everything you can possibly do for a horse. It's pretty awesome and that's putting it gently. Both of the doctors I work for did their residency at Rood & Riddle and the woman I was talking to knows both of them. When she said that if I have good letters of recommendation from both of them then I could definitely get in there, I had to contain myself so hard. That's the epitome of "making it" in my world! I imagined myself living there like an actress does in L.A. I'd work part time at the Horse Park or waitress at the Keeneland race track waiting to be accepted for this or that, living on ramen noodles and beans. You get it. So when I found out that it's entirely possible and that it could happen as soon as next year I had to pinch myself! I think this is the longest paragraph I've written so far, can you tell I'm pumped??

I could go on and on, but basically it was completely worth it. This trip helped with some of my homesickness since it confirmed that this move to PA was a good choice. It re-sparked my motivation to learn everything I possibly can and I'm just so excited for life right now!

Enough babbling, here's some proof of my trip.


An awesome place. I saw a few things, but it was closed.
Statue of the famous Rolex jump.
Secretariat's statue.
There he is, the Man 'O War!

Demonstrating the strides of John Henry (24 ft), Secretariat (25.5 ft), and Man 'O War (28 ft).
That's insane.

A description of a horse stride for those who don't know.
Look, KY Horse Park trash cans!
Look, KY Horse Park geese!
At the races! But they were closed too.
Tacky purses I found at the gift shop.
Thanks to mom for that pun.
Some of the stables. I'm not entirely sure I was allowed to be here, though.

The walking ring before the horses go to the track.

Afterwards I called my parents and told them the bad news that I'm likely not moving back home anytime soon. And I'm sure "Bluegrass" will be included in the title of this blog in the future!